Wednesday, November 23, 2011

~ surrender or be sacrificed ~

- no one knows better than YOU, the battles you face, the mountains you must climb and the enemy at the gates. And time after time you have led a revolt against the egotistic bastions, sometimes with victory and other times with the terrible agony of submission and the excruciating feeling of loss. " I just can't beat this " you exclaim!

The activities of life aren't always agreeable to the court of consciousness and WE object and WE abstain.

Perhaps there is a better course of action to approach, execute or defend from these daily assaults upon the mind, heart and soul. It relys my friend to call upon a SOURCE of strength and the undeniable capability of that SOURCE in these cases where the ego cannot admit it is fighting against ITSELF! The ego has an ego.

It would be pleasurable if when we are overcome by the negative natures of our beings we could smite them immediately without predjudice but more often than not we cannot. Internal forces and external forces are working hard and much to your surprize it's their natural function to do so in many cases.

The dilemma, in the mind is, what seems natural is unnatural and what seems unnatural is natural! Man's mind and nature are at odds.

I have made you aware in previous blogs that I no longer subscribe to any television programming - " kill your tv " I say! My opinion and objection to the daily bombardment of carefully orchestrated mind numbing and useless influence on tv still stands AND is in agreement with many world spiritual leaders, yogi's, priests, guru's  and shamans. What may have been intended as a useful tool to educate the masses ( tv ) has morphed into a dangerous weapon of mass destruction of the mind.

Besides, can you really AFFORD the cable/direct tv bill you are paying when you may only watch ONE channel at a time? I've discovered much better ways to spend that $100.00 to $200.00 monthly account.

TV is the ultimate conspiracy! Enough about that.

What I'm attempting to get across is, life is tough enough at times and we don't need unnecessary outside influence to dirty up the already seemingly murky waters of daily living. AND once you unsubscribe to the illusion that tv is " entertainment " you'll notice as some of US already do that outside those murky waters are meadows and fields and grass and animals and insects and sunlight and blue sky and beautiful white clouds and people who yearn to be connected with! It's not easy to give up an addiction.

The ego has an ego and that is why you'll disagree with me ( in your mind ) about what I am presenting here. Some of you may embark upon a concious discussion weighing the facts and your options. Others will outright consciously object to any change to the pattern you have comfortably settled into wether it's good for you or not.

Surrender or be sacraficed. AND I'm not talking about, when I use the word sacrafice some type of biblical ceremony involving a firepit where upon God smotes you because of your transgressions.

You see, too many times certain words bring to mind images of things we were taught to believe as youngsters by people who at the time felt they were doing us good. These images are far from the truth and not realisitc. In fact, if you've been a TRUE OBSERVER as some of us are you'll notice that life itself is a series of trans-gressions and how we act or react is most important.

What IT is that you sacrafice is your propensity to contribute to your family, your friends, your town and the world at large. What IT is that you are sacraficing is your talents and your gifts that make YOUR world and THE world a better place to live. What IT is that you are sacraficing is YOUR TIME ON EARTH - " how are you spending your time here on earth?"

Your ego has an ego and its just been challenged, what are you going to do, surrender or be sacraficed?

A small group of US attempt on a daily basis to make every minute count. It's not a hard job and it's not boring. What IT is is NOT easy but we can report it gets easier. WE realized the dilemma we were in by observing our own behavior and the behavior of others.

I claim this phrase as my own " when you think outside the box you see the box you were in. When you see the box you were in you begin to not only think outside the box but you begin to live outside the box."

I'm reminded of a saying from the 70's, in fact I had a patch of it sewn onto my jeans " what you see is what you get " . At the time I was referring to myself. lol

From a shaman's point of view however, today and after much intense soul searching and soul surgery I can say that " what you see isn't always what you get."

If we're GETTING bad vibes, constant negative views and what seems to be unsolvable problems FROM " whatever "  source it comes from on a daily basis THEN that is how we begin to function;
bad, negative and problematic!

OUR view of the world around us at times isn't accurate without outside influence AND if you ADD fear to the mix our chance at becoming useful to anyone or anything EVEN to ourselves is limited or non-exhistent and the time WE'RE spending isn't I dare say honorable at all and into eternity we go accounting ourselves as having accomplished WHAT?

The ego won't let you surrender and therein lies the sacrafice WE make. We sacrafice ourselves at the altar of the ego somewhere deep inside our mind behind that crevice of reality and the valley of suspicion!

There is a SOURCE which I mentioned earlier that many around the world have tapped into and have come to rely on on a daily basis for continued healthy thinking and attitudes. The healthy thinking and healthy attitudes lead US to much greater things, things which seemed impossible and out of OUR grasp, things that seemed to come only to certain privileged people.

And speaking of privilege, when you come to the realization that IT is a privilege to be here on this earth right now in this day and time and you attach yourself to the attitude that IT is a privilege, our right, our birthright in fact to make use of the countless opportunities we face every day then and only then will you begin to see the world through different lenses. And the VIEW you'll admit is certainly beautiful.


May whatever SOURCE you choose help you, bless you and keep you.

papajohn ~ shaman ~

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

failure

speak up, quiet down



~ instead of asking a person to " speak up " ask the crowd ( don't yell ) to quiet down and listen ~

race

~ the human race is not about competition ~

will you

 
‎~ the day will come when we're going to be faced with a situation that requires action. On that day, will you be brave or will you be wise? ~

following

~ folks follow Jesus, Buddha, Sufi whatever & say " this is the way " and in a way they're right. But to be so rigid in a way is not good. A " WAY " should be a door which you enter thru to a garden, a city, a universe, a life that YOU imagined. The principles of each WAY should be guides ~

papajohn

~ I ~

~I don't deal in riddles, I deal in remedies~

your approach



~ approach people honestly and calmly. Do not put on that you are
confused when you're not. If you have a question to ask, weigh it and
choose the best words. If your intentions are not noble YOU will be
found out, this is OUR experience. Do you act stupid but you're not? If
the answer is yes stop it. Add value to the world with value ~

change



~ Change in my life began by NOT being affected by unwanted influence. One of the first things I did was to NOT listen to people who said, for example something like this; " why are you going to wash your car, it's supposed to rain tomorrow? " I want you to think about this, how often do you stop what you're doing or change plans because of a remark made to you? Rain tomorrow has nothing to do with the fact I want to clean the dirt and grime off my car ~

what kind of life

what kind of life did you build? What kind of life are you building, yours or someone elses? Are your priorities for real or an extension of someone else? Are you truelly happy with the way things are going in your life? What kind of life did you build? Are you you or someone else?

don't be selfish -

~ don't be selfish, don't be in denial. You can pray all you can for yourself and your family however if the world is in turmoil and the world boat is sinking what will your prayers for YOU have accomplished AND when and where will you enjoy the results? ~

papajohn

thoughts from the Peak Experience



~ it's true that it hurts to take a good look at ourselves. It's also true that it will hurt,
even more if we don't ~

a thought from papa

~ it has more to do with what kind of person you are than the prayers you pray ~

skipping

-  when you show someone something special you just bought or received and they say " oh, now all you need is this OR now you should get that " do you understand they NEVER saw what you just showed them? They skipped over it because they have NO genuine interest in you or they are jealous. 

be careful what you wish for

~ be careful what you wish for. Unless you are absolutely certain of the difference between a dream and a hallucination be careful what you wish for~ papajohn

~ you leave me no choice ~

~ has someone said to you, " you leave me no choice? " Well we all have choices to make, can make a choice and we have a choice NOT to make certain choices. If someone says " you leave me no choice" what they are really saying is " I can't come up with an excuse for what I'm about to do " ~

papjohn

karma

respect

truth

~ fear this ~

About this fear thing, the issue of retreating into ourselves because something happened AND there's an inner trembling something else will happen. The " mind " tv goes on, episode after episode. Turn it off!

It is unlikely that what is likely to happen will happen. Ever.

papajohn

Monday, November 21, 2011

~ what's the matter ~

We experience these things, the miracles and recognize them from our prayers, our yearnings or our wishes. We're much more connected to the " unseen " than we know or realize and we're happy.
We experience these things, the losses and don't immediatly have a response, some incidents are a shock, some semi-predictable. We get confused, angry and inquisative;   " someone, somewhere knows something! "   We stare.
Reality is a mystery ultimately. You might say we have a role in our day to day reality and that's a fact. The consequences of OUR actions from not only this day but from the days, weeks and months prior are still effective and do bear fruit. It's a controllable method for the most part I mean we could make a decision to do something or go somewhere and have a goal in mind such as eating at a diner, go shop at the mall or just meet our friends at a park. Predictable activity almost with certainty. There are variables however that YOU can think of pertaining to what I've just suggested but they wouldn't be that far off the radar. If someone is going to participate in these actions they too will share a similar view or opinion about what will take place along the way or THE outcome. Again as I said there are variables.
I'm reading a book again called The Prayer of Jabez by Bruce Wilkinson. My studies over the years did and still do include Jesus' philosophy, methods, devotion and ideas. I mention this because it ( the material in the book ) has me thinking about " enlarging my territory and receiving requested abundance after prayer " in the past, in some cases a couple of decades ago. Did my thinking and views change that much?
My friend Collin and I discuss how our Grandmothers were significant in giving us hope during what seemed desperate times as children. We discuss how on occassions when perhaps it was supposed to rain for instance and the sun unexpectedly appeared for the day, we received a typical note of assurance from the Matriarch's that God did that just for you!
AND we believed that, even more than believing that we felt it AND we knew this was a special occasion like so many others. I now call them
" remarkable occurences " and these phenomena are tethered to coincident. AND we relate ourselves to " child like " faith.
I've come to surrender to the truth that much of our reality isn't like "physically"  OUT THERE, happening. From that process of surrender I've actually found release from the prison of insidious accusations and assumptions.
Through my surrender I may " detain " myself briefly ( pause, meditate and examinate ) then maybe quickly maybe not so quick I come to a sense of  what is really going on and the fact of the MATTER is a lot of what I presume is TRUTHFULLY happening or unfolding all around me isn't TRUTHFUL at all. AND speaking of " matter " that is usually where the culprit of assumption, insidious self-accusations and foregone conclusions are hatched - in the brain, matter!
So, decisions I make DO result in SOMETHING physically happening and with variables and being aware that when something is happening something else is also happening at the same time. Then we include the matter of MATTER influx and what seemed to be a simple procedure of explaining how things happen, what is reality, what's going on - a course of events becomes slightly askew and maybe even complex and frustrating. It matters though that it doesn't matter all the time.
Let's not forget the actions of others affecting the action of others.
AND then there's GOD if one chooses to believe in a deity. What does He or She allow? What does He or She deflect? What is He or She thinking? How " little " or how " big " does God intervene? Does God leave a calling card? Or do we see, upon close scrutiny God's FINGERPRINTS at the scene?
We are very capable beings that may orchestrate events that are explainable and possible.
Then to others our description of events are " fuzzy " and the details sketchy but to us, who for whatever divine reason or previous social and hopeful mentoring we have no doubt that NO explaination could explain the unexplainable.
We mean this for times when we receive unexpectedly and ALSO for those unexpected, maybe predictable times of loss, both of which are opportunities.
What's the matter?
If WE are able to disconnect emotions and feelings from that question " what's the matter ? " when we're jolted either way ( positively or negatively ) we WILL sieze more often than not opportunities to find within OURSELVES the answers that we seek.

papajohn 11/21/2011

Saturday, November 12, 2011

we never said goodbye

~ Dedicated to those who have had to bury a loved one unexpectedly ~


It's a paradox. I say goodbye to you but you don't hear, you're not that near. I can't say goodbye to you because you're gone, and along with OUR song. When we left each other in the past it wasn't a breach. We extended our reach.

It's a dilemma. I didn't expect to NOT have you, nor do I think did you. I didn't conceive the day without YOUR sun but that day has come. A bell has rung. When it rained upon us in the past we knew it wouldn't last. Minutes flew by fast.

It can be brutal. I have NO regrets, just goals that were never met and OUR dreams we didn't get to spend. My whole life was to provide and to be your guide AND I NEVER dreamt you'd die. We laughed about growing old and we were bold and we blinked at the unforetold.

It is sobering when I think of you, it's not the way I used to.

papajohn  ~ 11-11-11 ~


I miss you Crystal, love Daddy.