Monday, April 4, 2011

hurt, forgiveness and healing

You can say " I FORGIVE past hurts" all the live long day if you want but the turning point happens, the release from these hurts gets lifted when you heal from them. Healing takes time and FULL healing isn't always a gaurantee.

I'd like to say your attitude "no malice toward ALL" is a good start and most honorable but I don't have a cake to eat just because I know what the ingredients are. Just saying "I can bake" doesn't make one a baker.

Even the act of continuous prayer may not get the desired result. What we need in most cases with transformation is new information, primarily the life experience of one who has against all the odds had his heart changed - a change of heart so to speak which in turn affected the outlook.

The information at it's source is wisdom. This wisdom is HEART wisdom and is not majick to be conjured up and doesn't appear as the result of wishful thinking.

In my case almost every situation (injury) required a different approach (antiseptic) .

First, the action needed to be taken depended on my current life situation. There are times when I COULD block everything out and focus on just one issue but that's not always practical especially in today's world. Plus, when I'm feeling good, happy, I tend to NOT want to work on solutions to my problems.

Two, hurts GET DELIVERED in various forms; intentional, unintentional, as consequences and life just happening .

Third, we are not omnipotent (all powerful) to bear ALL - all the time on any given day. The crosses I bear are easier to endure when I share them with others. A life active with contiuous harm is a heartbreaking matter that requires delicate surgery.

Fourth, I trust something OUTSIDE of myself for the strength to endure life's trials and tribulations.

Lastly I am healed at times without committing myself to a procedure or process laid out by someone in a book. There are circumstances in my past that HONESTLY speaking I have no idea where to start with them. My experience is that having had a change of heart in one or two areas sometimes takes care of, heals, reduces the swelling (of pride and ego) in another area AND the replay button never gets pushed again. Then often I realize I put myself into a situation purposefully and got hurt knowing I might or would.

These healings are REMARKABLE occurances and the more  extraordinary, unusual, exceptional, noteworthy, uncommon, incredible, unbelievable, impressive and phenomenal the occurance the more I'm convinced it came from a Power much Greater than I.

One can't pretend with these matters nor explain this process as simply doing this and then do that.

These transactions are phenomenon. One must respect that.




No comments:

Post a Comment